If you’re scared and it shows
Because you’re watching them grow
And travelling blows when you’re out of road
And when you jump up, the earth wants you back

Your resentment grows until you’re all alone
But you’re so smart, how could they not know?
When you’re standing there in good-humoured white

How do you do it and make it seem effortless?
When it’s all the stupid things, so overwhelming to me
Like paying my bills, or showing up for work early
Or laughing at your jokes

And when you first said that anything goes
Or a problem’s a task disguised in work clothes
That’s when I knew that I had to move

And why do you do it and make it seem delicate?
When it’s all the stupid things, so damn confusing to me
Like talking it through, controlling my temper
Like letting it go, saying, “Please, forgive me
For laughing at your jokes”

I have no idea what’s going on lately
And I just wish you would come over and explain things
And I have on idea what’s going on lately
And I just wish you would come over and explain things
And I have no idea what’s been going on lately
And I just wish you would come over and explain things

And why do they do it? They show up anyway
When they know that damn well
There’s no room for promotions out here
And maybe it’s wise
And maybe I’m just stupid
For laughing at your jokes

Plane Crash in C, Rilo Kiley

Aimee Mann is love! I wished her concert was long enough so she could do every song, but I guess that might be too much to ask. Anyway, super pleased that she did Video, Invisible Ink, This is How It Goes etc. Would have killed to hear I’ve Had It, or It Takes All Kinds (or Pavlov’s Bell, or The Fall of the World’s Own Optimist, Fourth of July, Just Like Anyone, Say Anything (!!), and well, the rest), but I’m one satisfied little fan.

iPhone is love!

September is underway, already! Whatever happened to my August will apparently stay forever unknown to me. October is but a month away! So near, and yet a thousand hurdles to clear before then. I just want to stay at home, eat ice cream, read some magazines, cycle around the neighbourhood (despite not having a bicycle), think aloud and try not to drop my phone.

I could also try to finish reading this. It is such a good read, but I can’t seem to get hooked.

Fark! It is 49 days!

Laura Marling’s Night Terror

I woke up and he was screaming
I’d left him dreaming
I roll over and shake him tightly
And whisper “if they want you
Oh they’re gonna have to fight me”
Oh fight me
I woke up on a bench on Shepherds Bush green
Oh a candle at my chest and a hand on his knee
I got up it was dark
Theres no one in the park at this time
Why do I keep finding myself here?
Oh fight me
If I look back and he’s screaming
I’d left him dreaming, the dangers fade
And I roll back and shake him tightly
And scream “if they want him oh they’re gonna have to fight me”
Oh fight me
But if I wake up on a bench on Shepherds Bush green
Oh a candle at my chest and a hand on his knee
I’ll roll over and hold him tightly
And scream “if you want him oh your gonna have to fight me”
Oh fight me

Don’t fight me

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A Distorted Reality is Now a Necessity to be Free

Happiness

The upcoming U2 album cover art uses a Hiroshi Sugimoto photograph. I saw an image of it a few days ago and found it familiar. Being a non-U2 fan and because I thought the “equal” sign ruined the cover, I didn’t bother finding out who designed it or whose photograph it was. Now that I have, I am disliking it even more. Not because I am a huge Sugimoto fan – I do like his stuff though, but I won’t get particularly indignant if someone would ‘bah!’ him (so what is it that I’m trying to explain here? Not sure). I would probably be a lot less irritated if the photograph was taken with that design in mind, but imposing a (silly) “=” sign on a photograph that could stand and has stood on its own terms? If it adds value to the design, I am all for it. But this is just uninspired and a little blah. No line on the horizon? Okaaay, I get it. From the Rolling Stone article: 

There’s also an equals sign, but it doesn’t actually obscure the horizon, thus No Line on the Horizon. It’s only halfway through January but it’s safe to assume we have an early front-runner for album cover of the year.

Really? It must be a depressing year for music too. And uh-oh, U2’s new album cover is a ‘rip-off’. I do quite like the Brothomstates’s Claro album cover, though I must say the white square in the middle thing has been done before too. Hmm where did I see that?

So I’m currently totally infatuated with this song.

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Kondoh Akino. Other than the song being horribly catchy, the animation is pretty damn neat as well. His site doesn’t have any of his animations, but his drawings and illustrations are great too.

Interesting post on Conscientious: Consuming vs Experiencing Art

Some initial thoughts:
- If you are to compare my drawings from my university days and the ones I have now, there is a rather high probability that you would think them quite similar. Black ink on paper/card, colourless; repetitive lines and patterns etc. I wouldn’t know how to convince you otherwise, and you probably wouldn’t want to be, anyway. But I do see differences between my past and current drawings, and though I am obviously writing from a very biased perspective, I know that they are changes significant enough for me to want to continue what I am doing, and to want to find out what comes after, or what might or might not. It is hard to pinpoint when enough is enough, but I do think that the “end” often does come naturally and moving on to other subject matter/media/etc should ultimately not arise from a “I-have-to” situation, but more from a curiosity / interest.

- This might be slightly irrelevant, but his thoughts on Sigur Rós had me thinking a little about this band I used to love. I still like them, but excitement about new music is a lot more muted than what it used to be. It isn’t because the band has gotten any worse; they are probably still a very good band. A more accurate reason is probably that we have both “progressed” in different ways. I liked them because at that time, their music was relevant and their lyrics rang true, but it is as though that even as we met at that point, we had immediately started to diverge. Lives go on, and we write about someone else and travel to someplace else, and in time, what had resonated ceased to matter much. Well, this would be a little ironic, if I can articulate it nicely, but it seems like I can’t so I won’t.

Stars was great, though people should stop taking flash photography during concerts. Especially when the band hasn’t come on, and the hall is darkened simply because there is nothing to see. There is absolutely no point in trying to blind the rest of your fellow concert-goers. May you all have overexposed shots of whoever’s sitting in front of you. Nice hair. Hairy back. But Stars was great. Loved Calendar Girl and Soft Revolution, and thought their performance of Your Ex-Lover is Dead was especially poignant last night. 

A little bummed because they didn’t play Barricade, but they did My Favourite Book, which I thought they wouldn’t. Why isn’t today yesterday? Ah. For some reason, I had always thought that the lyrics to Window Bird went like “you’re so full of shit” when in fact they are “you’re so ferocious”. Haha. 

And if you are a lefthander and in a band, chances are I like you already. 

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