If you’re scared and it shows
Because you’re watching them grow
And travelling blows when you’re out of road
And when you jump up, the earth wants you back

Your resentment grows until you’re all alone
But you’re so smart, how could they not know?
When you’re standing there in good-humoured white

How do you do it and make it seem effortless?
When it’s all the stupid things, so overwhelming to me
Like paying my bills, or showing up for work early
Or laughing at your jokes

And when you first said that anything goes
Or a problem’s a task disguised in work clothes
That’s when I knew that I had to move

And why do you do it and make it seem delicate?
When it’s all the stupid things, so damn confusing to me
Like talking it through, controlling my temper
Like letting it go, saying, “Please, forgive me
For laughing at your jokes”

I have no idea what’s going on lately
And I just wish you would come over and explain things
And I have on idea what’s going on lately
And I just wish you would come over and explain things
And I have no idea what’s been going on lately
And I just wish you would come over and explain things

And why do they do it? They show up anyway
When they know that damn well
There’s no room for promotions out here
And maybe it’s wise
And maybe I’m just stupid
For laughing at your jokes

Plane Crash in C, Rilo Kiley

It strikes, and then it lingers.

Okay, decisions ripe for the plucking.

Or anything similar to the effect. Yesterday, I decided that I would give up something, in order to focus on another. Today, the mind remains still, and this time, I really hope it would stick.

For the time being, let’s state the obvious. Today is the first day of February. Next week brings Chinese New Year. The week after next will nearly welcome March. In March, we will sit down with a clear head and mail some photos, cross our fingers and hope for the best.

故事的开始走失了方向。角色突变，场景变了季节，
导演换了理想，
改了理所当然。

打了灯，却停了电。
天气放晴，却
敌不了已 退色的夜。

故事的开始走失了方向，
但结局依然，
虽明白了无奈，
却一直在闭了眼的想像，等着。